Journal Entry

Dear Journal,

I make myself sick. Everytime I look in the mirror I make myself want to puke. You know those games where you can pick and choose how you want your character to look, what body type, I wish I had one for myself. I know it sounds crazy, but that's just the way I feel. I can't help to hate the way I look.
I walked into 7 Eleven today and they had at least 10 stands of magazines with these beautiful models on them, in front of the entrance door. I don't know why they would put it there, it's like they're trying to say "Hey welcome to 7 Eleven, this is wont you don't look like". It kills me. If it were really up to me these goddamn magazines wouldn't exist.
I didn't know that it was so obvious that I hate my body. Mom told me if you hate the way you look why don't like the way you look then why don't you go to the gym, blah blah blah blah.
Nothing works, I give up on myself.



-Michelle





Reflection: I thought this would show how some view beauty, and how it affects them.